On Waiting

Tonight at worship the conversation/sermon was about waiting. I played this song for those gathered, and then we talked about how it related to the waiting we're doing:


A lot of people said a lot of good things. We talked mostly about how our culture does not take kindly to waiting. And that previous generations [non-instant-gratification generations] have a completely different relationship to time than those of us who communicate instantly and simultaneously with people we know all over the country and world all the time. 

During WWII, one of my grandfathers was stationed in the UK, and wrote my grandmother hundreds of postcards and letters. Just before or just after he died, I forget now, I remember reading them with my parents and Alex. I can't even imagine being in their situation--across the world from each other in a time of war, waiting weeks at a time for responses to letters that were essentially their lifeline. Certainly, those with deployed loved ones in this war face similar situations. But they can communicate online and make phone calls and even video calls, sometimes. 

[Tangent: I just spent 1 hour 14 minutes and 46 seconds video chatting with my dearest Ben, the Peace Corps volunteer in Ukraine. He gave me the tour of his home (which I'd seen a while back, but had forgotten the details of, like how his kitchen and bathroom are one room), and walked out the front door, even, to show me the buildings of the school he teaches at and the apple orchard that is, according to the students, his. Being able to sit in my apartment in Colorado and see his face and hear his voice and see his life...what an incredible gift technology can give us. But it had been probably a year since we'd been able to video chat. That's pretty serious waiting for two millenial iPhone addicts such as ourselves. Thanks be to God.]

We talked about the hardest things we'd ever had to wait for. The resounding answer was the birth of children and news around diagnoses, etc. Interesting that the situations in which life is given and taken away are the ones we spend the most time nearly helpless and must simply wait. 

And now, in Advent, we are waiting for the Christ child. For the promise of newness of life. And because we know that that is what we wait for, we can boldly proclaim that good news to all the earth, that they may join in our preparation and anticipation.

The Mumford & Sons jam is just so perfect for this whole conversation. "These days of darkness, which we've known
, will blow away with this new sun

," Marcus sings. The wordplay possible with changing that spelling to Son is just too good to be true. John the Baptist came to prophesy that the tender mercy of God will give light to those who sit in darkness (Luke 1:78-79). It was a bold proclamation then, and it is a bold proclamation now. 

My favorite words from the song, I think, are these: "I'll be bold as well as strong, and use my head alongside my heart." Preparing the way of the Lord can look like a lot of different things, I think. But I think it comes from our heads and our hearts, together, and that it’s a bold proclamation—that all flesh shall see the salvation of God. And that's worth waiting for.

Fourth year...

Yesterday, Eric and I had a chat in the Looper (duh) about how wacky our class' fourth year is going to be. He won't be with us, for one thing. And neither will Kelsey. And some of our number will, undoubtedly, opt for fourth-year internships. There's a chance that somebody will transfer or drop out before we even get there.

This was kind of a downer conversation.

But then, this morning, I remembered something.

My fourth year, the indomitable BENJAMIN ARIC HOGUE will be a first-year!

I will miss my dearest Kelsey every day (and her smartypants med school *husband*). And there will be no replacing Eric and Abby's presence in our lives.

But could there be greater joy for me than to have the (other) greatest member of the CLU class of 2010 join me here in this place? No way. I'd TA an 8am class just to see his shining face to start my day!  I'd even put up with a few days worth of fussy bear throughout the school year!

Just think of it, Ben. There will be so much Britney. And so much CNN. And so much brunch. And so many stories of Ukraine. And so many stories of CLU. And so much candy corn! And so much tweeting. And SO MUCH BESTLIFE!

Oh, praise Jesus for that glorious day. All will be well.

Blah blah blog

I think that blogging about blogging puts you into some sort of space-time continuum, but I'm willing to risk it. I follow the blogs of everyone I know in real life who keep one, which is like 20. I would really recommend to all my friends that they start blogging. It's so fun. And people from across the globe have happened upon my silly little words, so if you're interesting (which you are because we are friends and I only have a few boring friends so you probably aren't one of them) you should join in! And even if you're not interesting (because I think that sounded like I think I'm really interesting) people will read it anyway! It's amazing!

Are you looking for some more awesome 20somethings' lives to follow? Here's a quick review of my "friend blogs" over there that you should really check out. I know some good people:

Amanda Nelson is a fellow seminarian of mine, who is awesome. She doesn't blog regularly so maybe don't start with hers? I'll bother her and make her start up again.

Amanda Scott is my cousin who works for the White House. She is an awesome DC resident and her tumblr is full of pictures of her crazy life of politics, cooking, bowling at the white house, and being an  Ohio State fan.

Anne Schwartz is a friend of mine from high school who is now a high school math teacher. She is hilarious and awesome. She has a lot to say about education in this country and about her great kids.

Ben Hogue is my best friend from college, who is currently a Peace Corps volunteer in Kolky, Ukraine. His life is unbelievably hilarious, sincere, and he is changing the world.

Beth Berry is another friend from college who is living in Germany while her husband is stationed there. Her blog is adventurous and sweet.

Charmaine Olivia is a friend I've known since middle school who, these days, is a fantastic artist living in San Francisco. You should really check it out and buy some cute little prints for your apartment like I did.

Gretchen and Anna are two of my classmates who happen to be from the same home congregation in Washington. They blog about seminary and the Bay Area.

Jillian Smith is a friend of mine from middle school who is blogging about her new life in New Orleans and her new Navy life with our friend (her boyfriend) Jake. It's sweet and smart.

Jocelyn Bourgault is the best roommate I ever had. She is an accomplished baker, and her photos and recipes will make you drool. I love her.

Joelle Duff is another person I went to college with who has a pretty blog about all sorts of pretty things. She is an aspiring writer, so she posts her writing occasionally. Also great stuff about fashion and architecture and wine in Southern California. Yumm.

Kelsey Schleusener! is one of my fellow seminarians, and her blog is a fantastic amalgamation of all things Kelsey. Pictures, stories, jokes, news, commentary...I get a kick out of her, and you will, too!

Kirsten Incorvaia is a friend of mine from high school, ish. We travelled to Europe together with a bunch of other moms and daughters a lot of years ago. These days, she's a social media maven in San Francisco and has gorgeous tattoos. Check out her blog and then hire her.

Maria Anderson is another lovely seminarian classmate of mine. She likes good music and other good things. She has some good theology, too.

Miles George is the most beautiful boy in the world. He is a make-up artist and photographer and my dear friend from college. Check out his work and then be jealous that he is prettier than anyone you know. And then hire him.

Nick Miller is one of my lifetime best friends. His blog is a bit out of commission these days, but it was once a hilarious look into the life and times of an undergraduate delinquent genius.

ReShai Tate is another dear friend from college. His blog is all about his amazingly happy outlook on life, even when he has every right to be pissed about everything. He's a gem.

Scott Smith is another friend from college, who does awesome photography, graphic art, and web design. You should also hire Scott.

Tim Maybee is also a seminarian, though not a classmate of mine. He's the coolest person at Luther, pretty sure. He is so insightful and totally rad.

Do you have a blog that is not listed here? I want to read it and share it and love it and love you. Everyone has something to say, and the internet is a magical place where everyone has the equal opportunity to tell the world what they think. Do it!