Holy Foolishness

If you have been a practicing Christian for more than a few years, you have noticed that the church calendar moves around with regard to the Gregorian calendar, such that holidays like Easter are not on the same date every year. This year, we will—spoiler alert—celebrate the Resurrection of our Lord on April 17th. Last year, it was April 4th, in 2020 it was April 12th, in 2019 it was April 21st, and in 2018, it was the somewhat dreaded April 1st.

April 1st is one of my personal least favorite days on the calendar, as I am a curmudgeon and I disdain the practice of April Fool’s Day. I do not care for pranks of any kind, because I do not find it funny that we punish each other for practicing trust. 

You may be inclined to disagree—obviously this is a minority opinion, as we all experienced who knows how many dumb jokes just a few days ago—and that’s fine. But as someone whose literal job it is to listen for the truth and tell the truth, I struggle with a day dedicated to being mocked for doing just that. 

Today is not April 1st nor is it Easter, but it is a day for fools. Let me explain. 

One of our most well-known and beloved saints, Francis of Assisi, was a holy fool. He is featured in one of my favorite books, Illuminating the Way, by Christine Valters Paintner. In it, his foolishness is described as “subvert[ing] the dominant paradigm of acceptable ways of thinking and living.” [1]

We know him as a lover of the earth and all its creatures, as he famously noted that “the world [was his] monastery.” At the time of his life and ministry, the church was a place of riches and grandeur, and St. Francis chose to relinquish all of that in favor of a simple life of presence. 

St. Francis was an anticapitalist before there was a capitalist to be anti, rejecting the mainstream social values of hurriedness and productivity and consumption. He chose to slow down, live a contemplative life on the margins of society. He was by no means the first of our church ancestors to behave in this way, but his 12th-century peers thought him quite foolish. But Francis knew that this was the best way for him to see where God was at work. 

The prophet Isaiah relays the words of God, who says, “I am about to do a new thing; now it springs forth, do you not perceive it?” We are being invited to look at the world in new ways, perceiving from a different perspective. This is what holy foolishness, like that practiced by St. Francis, calls us to. As “fools for Christ”, which he called his community, we step outside what is considered “normal” in our culture, and break loose from the bonds of others’ expectations and rules for our lives. We follow Jesus’ radical example, not the conformist example of conventional wisdom. 

In some ways, Jesus himself is a holy fool, “the one who subverts the way things are done and confounds our expectations. Jesus sat at the table with tax collectors and [sinners]. He healed on the Sabbath. He broke boundaries, turned things upside down, and invites us to do the same.” [2]

In our Gospel story this morning, Mary does something foolish. She upends a valuable bottle of perfume—an entire pound of pure nard, it says, for emphasis—onto the feet of Jesus, mopping up the significant excess with her own hair. This is not normal behavior. This is not typical or expected or even responsible. But Mary did not do it because she thought that it was. She knew it was foolish, and that is precisely why she did it.

Mary, you may remember, is the sister of Martha—with whom she disagreed about how to show hospitality to Jesus and his friends—and the sister of Lazarus, whom Jesus resurrected from the dead. Quite a family! Mary is someone who spent a lot of time with Jesus and his disciples, and had listened to him preach and teach before. She knew who he was and what his presence meant in her home.

Other than Jesus, of course, the other major player in our story this morning is Judas. I am personally uninterested in any Judas slander, as I imagine his role in the life and death of Jesus to be more nuanced than our Gospel authors give him credit for, and these narratives were penned decades after the events they describe, when there had been plenty of time to cement him in the villain role. So his objection to her foolishness, and particularly the author’s parenthetical assignments of motivation are not what’s interesting about this story. 

But what Jesus says to him has been interpreted in some problematic ways over the centuries, and so we do have to address his presence, briefly. Judas says that the perfume should not have been “wasted” in this way, and instead should have been sold, and the money given to the poor. 

Jesus replies, “Leave her alone. She bought it so that she might keep it for the day of my burial. You always have the poor with you, but you do not always have me.” 

Jesus’ words here, “you always have the poor with you,” have been spun to excuse us from alleviating poverty for centuries. Many preachers will tell you that this story is a repudiation of social justice, and that our focus should be exclusively on the worship of God, not the liberation of our siblings. 

If we are scholars of scripture, though, we know that here Jesus is quoting the Torah, Deuteronomy 15:11, to be precise. There, it is written, “There will always be poor people in the land. Therefore I command you to be openhanded toward your fellow Israelites who are poor and needy in your land.” This verse comes in the section of the law regarding debt cancellation. 

Deuteronomy 15:1 says, “At the end of every seven years you must cancel debts” and then lays out how, precisely, to go about structuring that. This debt-canceling year is known as the “year of jubilee”. 

Our present debt crisis could use some jubilee. Yesterday, the student loan debt in the United States reached one trillion, eight-hundred-ninety-four billion, four-hundred-seventy-eight million, three-hundred-fifty-six-thousand, nine-hundred-twelve dollars ($1,894,478,356,912).[3] 35 million Americans have student loan debt, and 90% of them are not ready to make payments toward that debt when the pandemic payment freeze ends on May 1. 

It is arguable that it is foolish to cancel student debt. 

People have been paying off student loan debt for decades, and the US government is counting on those payments being made, eventually, so they can pay back their own debt, presumably. People take out loans all the time; it’s a significant part of how the US economy functions. It’s how we own homes and cars; it’s how we start businesses. There are many people who have already paid off their student loans who feel that cancellation now is unfair to the hard work they put into their payments. There are economic arguments all over the place for all the reasons why it is foolish to do it.

But student loan debt cancellation could lift up to 5.2 million American households out of poverty. Black and African American college graduates owe an average of $25,000 more in student loan debt than white college graduates. 58% of student loan debt belongs to women. Student borrowers who identify as LGBTQ have an average of $16,000 more in student loan debt than those who are not LGBTQ. [4]

Advocating for student debt cancellation may cause others to look at us askance. But we sit at the feet of Jesus. 

And Jesus is not saying that there is no need to give money to the poor, but rather the opposite. Debts should be canceled so that all are able to live freely and to give freely. We should all be at liberty to lavish one another with our riches—financial, emotional, and spiritual. Mary has chosen to show her adoration of Jesus by anointing him with this richly perfumed oil.

Jesus suggests, perhaps, that Mary’s unusual behavior foreshadows his death. Mary knows that Jesus is in danger, and is wanted by various authorities for various crimes against the empire—for advocating for things like debt cancellation. 

She knows that times like these, gathered around the table with friends, may be limited. Tensions are rising. She wants to be sure that her friend Jesus knows what he means to her, to them, to their community. And so she does what is perhaps not the most fiscally responsible choice, according to conventional wisdom and “the way it has always been done”.

Reconfiguring our financial system to more closely resemble the Torah would perhaps be an unpopular option among those who are wealthiest in our present system. But for the poor—who were there in the time of Jesus, who have been there since, and who are here now—it would be gracious, and merciful, and holy, and foolish. How will we, who sit at the feet of Jesus, lavish our riches on those we love?

[1] Christine Valters Paintner, Illuminating the Way: Embracing the Wisdom of Monks and Mystics, 4.
[2] John Valters Paintner, “Jesus and the Fool Archetype: The Parable of the Workers in the Vineyard” in Illuminating the Way: Embracing the Wisdom of Monks and Mystics, 7.

Question Authority

Most of you know that I am married, in part because I use two last names and in part because I wear a traditional wedding ring on my left hand, and also in part because I have spoken to you about Jonathan, my spouse, at some point. 

Jonathan is an English teacher, teaching 7th and 8th graders over at Frances Ellen Watkins Harper Junior High on the Eastern side of Davis. He has been teaching English for as long as I have known him, and even a few years before that. As a self-proclaimed word nerd, it surprised no one in my life when I chose him as a partner. 

One of the things that is most excellent about Jonathan is his curiosity about the work that I do, and his willingness to take part in some of it, including, but not limited to, talking out my sermons with me when I’m in the brainstorming spitballing wondering stage. 

I can’t cut corners when talking with Jonathan about the assigned texts for the week. He does not have a graduate theological education nor a pastor’s library from which to draw; in addition to his degrees in English, History, and even a minor in Religious Studies, his Jewish upbringing in the Christian hegemony of the United States has made him a thoughtful, and good, and moral person, and so his collaboration is a treasure. 

As he is my beloved, I could spend a long time telling you about him, but you are perhaps wondering what he has to do with you, on this second Sunday in Lent. Well, I’ll tell you. But first, I’ll tell you about the Bible.

As progressive protestants, our relationship with scripture is so rich, because we are not limited by an allegedly literal reading of the Bible nor by a top-down hard-line “this is what the Bible says” approach from our preachers and teachers. We are free to read the Bible for the complex collection of literature that it is, from generations of God’s people throughout their known world. 

Our scripture has histories, and poetry, and apocalyptic literature, and interpersonal correspondence, and narratives, and wisdom, and prophecy. The people of God have been theologizing their experience for millenia, and that’s reflected in the dozens of centuries of events chronicled in the Bible. 

The people who compiled our lectionary had a lot to work with, and I do not envy them their task. This week, they gave us such an interesting collection of texts, full of different ways to imagine God. What a treat! This week, Jonathan’s English teacher chops got to shine, because on top of talking theology and history, we’re talking about imagery and metaphor. 

Think back to your last English class, and remember those units in figurative language. According to the Oxford English Dictionary, a metaphor is “a figure of speech in which a word or phrase is applied to an object or action to which it is not literally applicable” and imagery is defined as “visually descriptive or figurative language, especially in a literary work.”

If you’d be so kind as to pick up your bulletin—or, if you’re with us online, please click over to that window—and review the pages with the scripture printed on them. I want you to skim and then please shout out—or type in the chat—any figurative language that you encounter. This is the kind of audience participation feared by congregations and middle school classrooms alike!

[The congregation begins to shout out answers]

Excellent work, everyone. So many participation points were scored for today. 

Why did I have you do this? Oh, several reasons. For one, I like causing a ruckus. Two, I like tricking people into exegesis. 

What’s exegesis, you may ask! It comes from Greek words that mean “to lead out of” and it is our fancy word for the critical interpretation of scripture. It’s the act of reading scripture and extracting meaning.  There are books and books of exegesis done by other people that you can read, and you can also sit down with your Bible and scribble in the margins and wonder about what it says, whenever you like. 

If our scripture did not contain figurative language like these phrases we have just identified, and was simply a list of literal and declarative sentences about God, it would be a lot shorter and a lot less interesting. So, the main thing our exegesis has taught us is that there is more to the stories in our scripture than meets the eye. 

We are in the second week of the season of Lent, the 40 days leading to Easter. Last week, Ernie led us through Jesus’ 40 days of temptation in the desert, which recall the Israelites 40 years of wandering, which recall the Great Flood’s 40 days of deluge. Scripture is full of self-referential instances like this, reminding us of the connection between all these characters in God’s story, including us.

In our scripture during this season, we follow Jesus on his journey in public ministry, ultimately leading to his arrest and execution. This week, we read a terse exchange with some religious leaders. They tell Jesus to leave town, because Herod is trying to kill him. 

This is interesting, because more typically in our lectionary, we read stories that set the Pharisees against Jesus, arguing with him about any number of things. This instance, though, seems like perhaps they are more aligned than that, giving him a heads up that he is in danger. It’s also possible that they are simply trying to get Jesus out of the way.

Jesus replies by insulting Herod and them. He starts his reply by saying, “Go and tell that fox for me,” insinuating that they are in close contact with Herod, enough that they could pass along a message. As religious leaders, they should not be cozying up to the Roman occupying forces, friendly with the empire.

By calling Herod a fox, Jesus makes his understanding of Herod’s penchant for deception quite clear. Foxes, metaphorically, tend to represent suspicion and craftiness. Someone who is sinister and cunning and practiced in dishonesty might be called “sly as a fox”. Jesus holds Herod in fairly low esteem. 

His message is not simply to name-call, but to remind Herod that his authority is not ultimate. Jesus answers to one more powerful than Herod, or Caesar, or any earthly leader. And because he is loyal to no God but God, he has work to do in the world, and Herod will not get in the way of that work. 

There are wounds to heal and demons to cast out and that ministry cannot be waylaid by the likes of Herod. Jesus does not cower in the face of Herod’s threat [1]. His primary concern is continuing to bring forth the kindom of God, even though that puts him in grave danger. We who know the whole story know just how much danger Jesus will be in. 

Jesus continues his figurative language journey by exclaiming, “How often have I desired to gather your children together as a hen gathers her brood under her wings, and you were not willing!” Inasmuch as this is a reprimand, I don’t want us to lose sight of the idea that God desires to hold us close, keeping us together and free from harm. The image of a hen gathering her chicks is quaint, but the imagery is especially rich when we recall the idiom “a fox in the henhouse” points toward the danger of trusting someone with questionable intentions. 

With Herod the fox prowling God’s proverbial henhouse, we are left to wonder:
Who has our interests at heart? To whose authority should we submit? 
Is it Herod? Caesar? Empire? 
Or is it Jesus? The God who loves us? One another?

One of the reasons that we are gathered here this morning is because we need help answering this question. If it were clear to us, we could go about our lives with much less to-do around confessing and repenting and praying and learning and growing. But as it stands, as we repeat in our liturgy week after week, we have failed to love our neighbor as ourselves, and so we gather to worship the God who created us and who loves us dearly—just as a hen gathers her brood, so our God holds us close.

Meanwhile, wars rage as empires grasp for power. We are lured in so many directions, by so many foxes who would have us believe that they know what is best for us. Wouldn’t we like to make some money, gain some influence, live a life of leisure! But by submitting to the powers and principalities of this world—the imperialist white supremacist capitalist cisheteropatriarchy—we deny the authority of God.

At the start of this service, we said aloud the decalogue, the ten commandments. We began, “I am the Lord your God who brought you out of bondage. You shall have no other gods but me. You shall not make for yourself any idol. You shall not invoke with malice the Name of the Lord your God.”

Martin Luther is famous for his theological claim that we are all simultaneously saints and sinners, and so just as we receive these commandments, ask God for mercy, and confess the sin that so easily entangles, we are beloved. 

Every day, we choose the idolatry of individualism and power over the collective liberation freely given to us by the God of grace. But it is God who brought the Israelites out of slavery in Egypt, and it is God who liberates us from the power of sin and death. It is not by our own power that we are free, not by our own power that we are healed. And it is not by any earthly power, either.

With these truths, we cannot devote ourselves to powers other than God. We cannot cause harm to one another in the name of God. We cannot fight wars in the name of God. We cannot legislate away human rights in the name of God. 

In this season of Lent, we are invited to ritually reimagine our relationship with God. We pick up spiritual practices that reconnect us with God’s presence, and we throw off everything that hinders. 

You may have, at some time, done some type of fasting as part of your Lenten discipline, abstaining from a food or drink that you considered a vice. If your relationship to those substances is hindering right relationship with God and with your siblings in Christ, then by all means, leave it behind. 

But the invitation to a holy Lent runs deeper than our diets. Could we fast from consumerism? Could we fast from perfectionism? Could we fast from overwork? Could we fast from self-loathing? Could we fast from prejudice? Could we fast from idolatry? 

Jesus flouts the authority that Herod so desperately wants to exert, and returns to the fundamentals of his ministry. He has healing to do. In this season of Lent, I invite your pursuit of Christ-like-ness to include this same disregard for the fox in the henhouse. We have healing to do. Amen.

I am convinced.

I preached this sermon at a Lenten mid-week gathering of the two Lutheran congregations in Davis. The scripture for this evening was Romans 8:38-39. I also had the opportunity to cantor Holden Evening Prayer, which you may know is an all-time fave.

It is a joy to be together with other Lutherans in this season of Lent. We don’t always talk about joy during Lent, as we are very dedicated to our dour faces of fasting. Couple that with finals week, and this rain interrupting our first day of spring...it’s a good thing we’re here together because otherwise, our joy would be far off.

I don’t normally preach during finals week, as our students are buried in books or already on their way home for spring break. The opportunity to gather with our wider community is a delight, and I am particularly delighted by the scripture that was chosen for this week. It is a small slice of a long letter, but it is, perhaps, the best part.

Let’s take a step back. This letter, written by the Apostle Paul—one of the undisputed letters, even—is one of the densest books of the New Testament. That’s part of why we could grab this two-sentence pericope and have so much to say! This book is full of “church words” like justification, salvation, obedience, apostleship, righteousness...Paul did not have the spiritual gift of concision.

Reading this letter can be stressful, because it seems impossible for us to maintain the level of perfection that Paul is describing. There are paragraphs on paragraphs about whether we’re following the law or not, whether we’re practicing what we preach, whether we’re wicked or righteous.

I am grateful, in times like these, to be a Lutheran, and know that while our conduct is crucial—no cheap grace around here—we are not wicked OR righteous, but always both/and. We are simultaneously saints AND sinners. So as we read this letter, with its condemnations and proscriptions, we can also read its assurances and blessings. Thanks be to God!

Our snippet of this letter for tonight is verses 38 and 39, but it helps me understand a bit better if we start a few verses sooner. In verse 35, it is written: “Who will separate us from the love of Christ? Will hardship, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?” This is important, because the people Paul is writing to are experiencing these things. These are real concerns, not hypothetical wonderings about future potentialities.

These communities in Rome were Jewish and Gentile Christians, and a few years before the writing of this letter, Jews and some Jewish Christians had been expelled from Rome.

The recipients of this letter would be nodding along, remembering their own friends and family members who had been or were currently experiencing hardship, distress, and persecution.

They were, perhaps, being separated from their families. They were, perhaps, being imprisoned. They were, perhaps, being tortured. They were, certainly, afraid. They knew that these things could separate them from their loved ones, from their livelihoods, from the safety of their communities. And Paul senses that they have likely begun to wonder if these things are also separating them from God.

Is God still with them? Is God still with them, as they are separated from one another? Is God still with them, as they suffer? Is their suffering proof that God is absent?

When we look at our own suffering, we may also feel this way. We may not be in “peril” in this same way, but we may be. Those of us who are part of marginalized and minoritized groups live under threat of violence. Christians, in this country, are not being persecuted for our faith—despite what some Christians may claim—and are, in fact, more likely to be doing the persecuting.

Our siblings—like the Muslim community in New Zealand and right here in Davis; like the LGBTQIA+ communities around the world and in our community; like the refugees and migrants being detained at our borders; like the black and brown Americans being killed unjustly; like people with disabilities or chronic illnesses who cannot access the healthcare they need to survive—our siblings are in peril.

I do not know each and every one of you, so I do not know to which of these groups you, yourself, may belong. These instances of hardship and distress, sometimes intersecting and compounding, may be just the tip of the iceberg of our suffering. We may suffer at the hands of others, and we may suffer internally.

Are you anxious about your final exams or your work deadlines?

Are you going through a breakup, divorce, or other tumultuous relationship?

Are you grieving the death or the impending death of a loved one?

Are you struggling to care for your children, or struggling to be pregnant?

Are you sick, or lonely, or depressed?

Are you unsure about what’s next in this season of your life?

Dear friends in Christ, I have good news for you: God is with you.

This is one of the very few things I know to be capital-t-True. God is with you. The God who created you, fearfully and wonderfully, perfectly and preciously, loves you deeply. God loves you as you are, here in this room right now. God is with you. God is with you in your joy and in your sorrow and in everything in between. There is nowhere that you go that God does not. There is nothing that you have done, are doing, or will do in your life that will send God away from you. God seeks your repentance, your turning toward God and toward wholeness. God is with you.

And so I am convinced, just as the Apostle Paul was “convinced, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor rulers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord” (Romans 8:38-39).

Anything! (I can list more things, if you want.)

I said earlier that this was the best part of this letter. I have loved these verses for a very long time. I have recited these verses over the phone and in person to friends, family members, colleagues, students, and probably strangers. I recited this list to a sibling who was convinced that their queerness separated them from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord; I recited this list to a congregation who was convinced that my femaleness separated me from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord; I recited this list to a student who was convinced that their uncertainty separated them from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord; this list was recited to me by a dear colleague and friend when I was convinced that something could separate me from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.

You may feel that I am belaboring the point, now, but I am not sure that you are convinced. You may be looking at this list of things that do not separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord, and you may think you’ve got the exception. These things, sure, but your thing? That’s the thing that separates you from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord. It is my duty and my joy to tell you that you’re wrong. You might not be convinced today—or maybe you’re convinced today, but perhaps tomorrow you won’t be—and that’s okay.

The beauty of life in Christian community is that one of the ways that God is with us is in one another. When our burden is too much, our community can share it. When we are feeling light, we can help to bear someone else’s weight. And when we are not convinced, we can seek assurance in one another’s faith.

You may not be convinced of every word of this passage, but if you’re convinced of some of the words, and the person next to you is convinced of some of the other words, and the person next to them is convinced of some of the other words, we’re covered.  We’re in this together, friends. And so we’re going to do a little audience participation. We’re going to say this together, out loud. Ready?

(Dear online reader: please read this out loud to yourself, now.)

“For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor rulers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.”

Amen!